I have no words. Yes, it actually took me months to read it. I wasn't probably ready in that moment. It's weird, because I enjoy watching the movie while I was reading the book at the same time. It's like what if for me. What if I was Samantha, what would I have done in her place? I love the fact that teaches that everything you do causes a reaction eventually who everyone surrounds you. It depressed me sometimes. In some points I felt enough identified with Sam that hurted me.